Dear God,
It's been a tough day, and I am feeling pretty exhausted.
If I really need to be admitted into a hospital, Lord I pray you be with me and the doctors that will be charge of my care. I'm feeling frightened, and I don't know how to handle this. Definitely not by my own strength but Yours, Lord.
I'm at a loss of words. I pray for courage, strength, bravery.
I know you love me so, and I love you too God, immensely. Thank you for everything.
In Jesus's name,
Amen
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Dear God,
This week has been hard. I am tired Lord, from everything that's happened.
Lord I don't know how long I can hold up like this, it's kinda taking a toll on me. I'm not strong enough Lord, and it is only by Your strength that I can be well. Grant me wisdom, physical strength and all that control that I need to survive.
And I also want to pray fervently for Von and her family as they go through this period of mourning. My heart aches to see her so sad. But Lord, just like how You took mama home. I'm comforted that Yvonne's mother is now safe in Your arms. You're such a great God.
Heal the earthy wounds Lord, comfort the earthy grieving and give strength to those who weep. Lord you are wonderful, and I praise You for all that You are and have done for me and will do for me Lord, cause you love me so much, more than i can ever imagine.
Love Beat,
Amen
This week has been hard. I am tired Lord, from everything that's happened.
Lord I don't know how long I can hold up like this, it's kinda taking a toll on me. I'm not strong enough Lord, and it is only by Your strength that I can be well. Grant me wisdom, physical strength and all that control that I need to survive.
And I also want to pray fervently for Von and her family as they go through this period of mourning. My heart aches to see her so sad. But Lord, just like how You took mama home. I'm comforted that Yvonne's mother is now safe in Your arms. You're such a great God.
Heal the earthy wounds Lord, comfort the earthy grieving and give strength to those who weep. Lord you are wonderful, and I praise You for all that You are and have done for me and will do for me Lord, cause you love me so much, more than i can ever imagine.
Love Beat,
Amen
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Dear God,
Things are getting hard for me. I have been so anxious and tired. It is my fear that I'd do something irrational, yet again. And I thank you for putting people in my life to help me.
Von's mother just passed on and she's feeling awful. It happened so suddenly. Lord I pray that you grant peace to Von and her family, grant them comfort and strength to tide through this difficult time. Lord it hurts that she's so sad and I pray that you will give me the right words to say, help me do the right things to make things better for her. And Lord I thank you for taking Von's mum home peacefully, just like you did with mama.
This whole episode reminds me of mama, and how she died with us at her bedside. I still grieve, but I thank you Lord for assuring me/us that she is safe with you, free in heaven. Y'know, I can't wait to go to heaven. Are there dinosaurs in heaven? I'd like to ride on a Triceratops like Cera, perhaps own one as a pet. That'd be so cool, God.
Lord I know the way I am feeling is not what you mean for. You will is for me to be whole again, and God I promised Von that I wouldn't try and take my life. Lord help me to be strong enough to reject these suicidal considerations regardless of how difficult it will be. I'm so tired Lord, and I know you give strength to the weary.
Thank you for helping me stay smoke free these three and a half weeks. I think I can do this. With your help, I will conquer.
My heart aches for the grieving the Loh family has to go through, Lord shelter and comfort them with your love.
In Your most mighty name,
Amen
Things are getting hard for me. I have been so anxious and tired. It is my fear that I'd do something irrational, yet again. And I thank you for putting people in my life to help me.
Von's mother just passed on and she's feeling awful. It happened so suddenly. Lord I pray that you grant peace to Von and her family, grant them comfort and strength to tide through this difficult time. Lord it hurts that she's so sad and I pray that you will give me the right words to say, help me do the right things to make things better for her. And Lord I thank you for taking Von's mum home peacefully, just like you did with mama.
This whole episode reminds me of mama, and how she died with us at her bedside. I still grieve, but I thank you Lord for assuring me/us that she is safe with you, free in heaven. Y'know, I can't wait to go to heaven. Are there dinosaurs in heaven? I'd like to ride on a Triceratops like Cera, perhaps own one as a pet. That'd be so cool, God.
Lord I know the way I am feeling is not what you mean for. You will is for me to be whole again, and God I promised Von that I wouldn't try and take my life. Lord help me to be strong enough to reject these suicidal considerations regardless of how difficult it will be. I'm so tired Lord, and I know you give strength to the weary.
Thank you for helping me stay smoke free these three and a half weeks. I think I can do this. With your help, I will conquer.
My heart aches for the grieving the Loh family has to go through, Lord shelter and comfort them with your love.
In Your most mighty name,
Amen
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