Dear God,
I thank you for today, for being with me and making today Panic free!
We have new people at work today Lord, and it's really cool that I have help now. I pray that you would help us click and get along well as colleagues and maybe even friends! I think I can learn a lot from Jan too.
God, I have this issue about behaving like a boy. I feel like I had given the boys at work the "it's okay to disturb me" vibe. They have been pretty physical with me, it used to set me off in Panic, but now that my Panic symptoms are getting better, I don't exhibit so much of that anymore. But it's probably an issue of respect between male and female now. I am a girl and I acknowledge that, but it is my demeanor and the way I act that probably made them think it's okay to be this physical with me. Lord I don't really know how to handle this situation, and I pray for wisdom and guidance to know what to do and how to react in a way that's not so inviting. Getting shoved around and all, touched all over like we're all boys. It's fine cause I got used to it, but it is wrong and disrespectful. That i understand. I feel so conflicted. Lord, be with me tomorrow and teach me what to do.
Love you Lord, for all that You are, and all that You've done for me!
Amen.
Monday, April 23, 2012
Dear God,
Because Lord I find it hard to speak. I know you hear me here. Thank you for being so real in my life, and giving me courage that I know can only come from You!
Thank you Lord for providing me with help, and I am so thankful to have Yvonne as a friend. Bless her Lord, with energy and wisdom for her work and the decisions that she has to make. I thank You for her support and love and sacrifice, it's been amazing having someone walk this road with me. And this can only be You, Lord.
It's been a rough time these years and I know that things will get better now Lord because you have begun your work in me and I will be made whole. Lord I believe in Your healing, and that you mean for me to be restored. Lord I pray that you will continue to give me strength and courage to face the days and challenges before me. Be my comfort and shelter, all of my days Lord they belong to You!
Lord I pray for Wenqi, for I know that she's facing some challenges in her life now although I am not sure what. I pray that you give her wisdom to make decisions, the right decision that Lord You want her to make.
I pray for the patients in Vietnam, their families, the doctors, nurses and everyone involved in the operations of the hospital. Lord I know they lack resources and equipment. Lord I know these patients are suffering and I feel their pain. I am not sure what exactly I should pray about for them Lord, but my heart just aches knowing that they are suffering cancer in such conditions, Lord grant them peace, show them Your love Lord. For that is probably the only thing that can make anything better.
Lord you are awesome, and I love you to bits!
Amen.
Because Lord I find it hard to speak. I know you hear me here. Thank you for being so real in my life, and giving me courage that I know can only come from You!
Thank you Lord for providing me with help, and I am so thankful to have Yvonne as a friend. Bless her Lord, with energy and wisdom for her work and the decisions that she has to make. I thank You for her support and love and sacrifice, it's been amazing having someone walk this road with me. And this can only be You, Lord.
It's been a rough time these years and I know that things will get better now Lord because you have begun your work in me and I will be made whole. Lord I believe in Your healing, and that you mean for me to be restored. Lord I pray that you will continue to give me strength and courage to face the days and challenges before me. Be my comfort and shelter, all of my days Lord they belong to You!
Lord I pray for Wenqi, for I know that she's facing some challenges in her life now although I am not sure what. I pray that you give her wisdom to make decisions, the right decision that Lord You want her to make.
I pray for the patients in Vietnam, their families, the doctors, nurses and everyone involved in the operations of the hospital. Lord I know they lack resources and equipment. Lord I know these patients are suffering and I feel their pain. I am not sure what exactly I should pray about for them Lord, but my heart just aches knowing that they are suffering cancer in such conditions, Lord grant them peace, show them Your love Lord. For that is probably the only thing that can make anything better.
Lord you are awesome, and I love you to bits!
Amen.
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