Dear God,

I thank you for today, for being with me and making today Panic free!

We have new people at work today Lord, and it's really cool that I have help now. I pray that you would help us click and get along well as colleagues and maybe even friends! I think I can learn a lot from Jan too.

God, I have this issue about behaving like a boy. I feel like I had given the boys at work the "it's okay to disturb me" vibe. They have been pretty physical with me, it used to set me off in Panic, but now that my Panic symptoms are getting better, I don't exhibit so much of that anymore. But it's probably an issue of respect between male and female now. I am a girl and I acknowledge that, but it is my demeanor and the way I act that probably made them think it's okay to be this physical with me. Lord I don't really know how to handle this situation, and I pray for wisdom and guidance to know what to do and how to react in a way that's not so inviting. Getting shoved around and all, touched all over like we're all boys. It's fine cause I got used to it, but it is wrong and disrespectful. That i understand. I feel so conflicted. Lord, be with me tomorrow and teach me what to do.

Love you Lord, for all that You are, and all that You've done for me!
Amen.