Monday, December 24, 2012

Dear God,

Why do I fuck things up like this. I don't know what to do now, I'm scared. I'm bitter, I'm angry at myself.
For letting things come to this. It's awful. And I am at a loss. Help?

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Dear God,

I feel so down.
I don't know why I feel this way. I wish i knew how to make it go away.
Lord, won't you comfort me and help me feel hopeful?
I have thoughts of despair and I feel like dying, this feels chronic.
I have no reason to feel like this, I don't. Yet I do. Why is it so difficult?

Grant me strength Lord.

Amen.