Dear God,

Thank you for taking me through this week. It's been a difficult week and I thank you for all the people in my life that helped me through this darkness.

Lord though I feel terrible sometimes, You are still an awesome God and it is only though You that everything will be resolved.

I didn't go for pink dot this year, I felt that it would be conflicting with my beliefs and conviction that I was not born gay, and that circumstances made me this way. Lord please be with me and teach me what to do and what to say when confronted with gay situations or people trying to dissuade me from my decision to lead a heterosexual life style. I can even stay single for life if it means not acting on my homosexual tendencies.

I'm afraid Lord. But You are my strength, my fortress, my courage.

I want to pray for Yvonne and family that you continue to be with them through this time of grieving, comfort them and fill that void with assurance and good feelings. Aunty is in heaven and Lord she is happy with You, just as mama is.

In Your mighty name,
Amen